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Journey to the King Day 69


And I sang the
Alleluia
Even while my neck popped.
And I prayed
Wholly
Even though not yet whole.
Just as if the angels
Surrounded me
And I saw Jesus
Through their veiling wings,
A shepherd-King
Seeking each one of us,
Knocking on doors.
"Will you come
Home
With me?" He asks at each heart,
Right there in the midst
Of our religiousness.

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Journey to the King Day 68


Got back to
Imagination's Castle.
Bad news awaiting.
Wanted to tear the whole place
D
O
W
N.
Instead, started slapping on paint.
No good.
Nothing's ever as good as the first
Vision.
Into the gloom
An unexpected surprise--
Tools for creating.
Gifts left.
Unopened, unused, they are
Worthless.

I
choose
open.

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Journey to the King Day 67


Waking up this morning,
Before hitching Blue to the buggy,
I imaged myself painting...
Painting...not quilting.
All those pieces I've already
Cut
The fabric for front and back
But I see me painting
Flat
Color mostly
In shapes and outlines
With swirls for angels wings.
In the basket she packed
Between
The biscuits and the jam
A Marc Chagall book
With a note and a paintbrush
The note said:
"Let the piece whisper it's form
And guide you
Home."

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Journey to the King Day 66


Moping.
I don't want to leave.
It was nice to be with a kindred soul.
I let Blue find his way
Towards home.
What
Is home?
"Remember," she said before we left,
"Build your own worlds
But leave the gates and doors
Approachable.
Be Available,
But work your gifts and dreams.
Don't worry about being
One
Of the majority of them,
Because you were never meant to be.
You are one of Heaven's
Faith portals
In a world dimmed.
You will be lonely,
But you are not alone.
You've chosen
Not
To seek revenge
Or the darker side
Or dwell in despair.
For this, your angels are aware,
And your child sight remains."
Brooding.
Clueless.
I let Blue clop towards home.
What
Is
Home?

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Journey to the King Day 65


Complaining about being
Adult--
You know, practicalities--
A door
I'd never seen before
Opened.
"Oh...Fliff...how are you darling?"
Exclaimed this nice,
Serene,
Well-balanced
Practical-points-ironed-quilting woman
As she embraced the most oddly
Assembled creature I'd ever dreamed.
It was patchworked and
Crazy quilted
And knitted and crocheted,
It was tatted and batted,
Woven and embroidered,
And it sang!
It sang like a dragon playing a violin,
Deeply yet sweetly,
One paw or wing or appendage
Of some kind of thing,
Flopped over this nice lady
In a chummy pose
And she looked at me,
My mouth wide open
I suppose,
And laughed--they laughed together.
When she finally stopped,
She said,
"Didn't you know?
God gave me
This quilting cabin in the woods years ago.
Just like your castle
In a lunar desert.
Don't be afraid child,
Go home.
Go home and finish your piece,
Hang it on your wall,
And make friends with your
Imaginary creatures,
They come from God, after all."
But, if I leave now,
I won't get the little quilt
Finished by Sunday.
"Did God ask you to finish it by then?"
Well, no, but I  figured it needs to be...
"Didn't God just ask you to
Make
It for HIm?"

I didn't answer.

"Time to go home, my friend.
Blue will get you back in no time.
Remember, I'm just a ride
Through the canyons away--
Our bats can exchange notes
In three nights and two days.
Go home, and let God's comfort
Fill your weary soul.
Come on, time for cocoa,
Tomorrow morning will be soon enough
To go."

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Journey to the King Day 64


St. Gertrudes' feast day
Skipped
This year, to celebrate Sunday.
Elizabeth of Hungary
Took precedence liturgically.
But, Saints aren't quibbling
Over Who's Day is Whose,
For Eternity is their time now,
And Pure Love,
Pure Energy,
Is their only Be-ing.
Unless their benevolence
Allows them to hear us,
And, like angels,
Companion us into Eternity.
St. Gertrude of Jesus' Sacred Heart,
Pray for us.
Pray with us.

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Journey to the King Day 63

Posy McDoodle,
Faithful church bulletin ed.,
Was fed up with all the
Church
Politics rattling around in her head.
She even tried diplomacy,
Isn't church about
Peace?
Newsflash to Posy:
Church folk put peace as the least.
Still, it might not have been so bad
If her family had not been so,
Well...so...well, there's no
Nice way to say it, so
We won't say it, no.
Posy went home, defeated, one day.
When she was asked,
"Why aren't you happy?"
She just wouldn't say.
Instead, Posy started gathering
Ribbon, buttons, needles, and thread,
Fabric, crayons, wire, wood,
Any scraps she could find, anything she had.
She molded and folded,
Humming as she puttered along,
She pleated and cleated,
All the time humming her own little song.
The first several weeks,
Posy faithfully churned the bulletin out,
Wrote to her relatives,
Even when she wanted to
Shout.
But, when she went home,
Posy wrapped herself in her bliss
Of what she was creating,
Not caring about anything but this.
One week, Posy didn't show up
On the day the bulletin was due,
They called her on the phone
But they couldn't get through.
So some of them went to Posy's house
To ask her about bulletin day,
But, when they got there,
They forgot what they were going to say:
There were odd looking sculptures
All over the front lawn,
Flowering vines wound around oversized
Purple bunnies and pink-spotted fauns.
When they went up and knocked,
Nobody answered, so they tried the door,
They called out "Posy?"
As if they were afraid to see more.
Posy didn't answer
So they all tiptoed in,
One behind the other,
As close as if they were kin.
The sight in each room
Was more fantastic than the one before--
Giant red-violet butterflies with
Bright blue stars were painted on the floor.
Orange horses and red angels
Were singing on the walls,
Rainbow creatures stuffed like pillows
Made totem columns in the halls.
And, there, in the last room,
When they finally turned the corn-
Er, was Posy humming a tune,
Decorating a green elephant's horn.
"Posy?" They whispered,
Clearing their throats that had gone dry.
Posy kept on humming, giving no clue
That she knew they were standing nearby.
Meanwhile, Posy's relatives
Noted that she hadn't wrote,
But they thought she was
Happy
So they didn't even bother sending a note.
And, you know Posy was happy,
For the first time in her life,
She decided to make her own world
Where Peace transformed strife.
The church folk, being good people,
Had Posy carted away
To one of those nice funny farms,
Where she continues creating
Her own little world of peace
To this day--
Safely out of sight,
And out of wholesome people's way.

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Journey to the King Day 62


Moping.
No.
Grieving.
In a corner.
Doodling.
"More bad news?" she asked.
More of the same.
She peeked over my sketchbook.
"What's that?"
A place where people live in peace.
NOT my family.
NOT any religion.
As Billy Jack would say,
NOT one place on the face of this planet.
"Just in your imagination?"
Yeah--Big Woop.
"Maybe it's a start...
See where it goes."

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Journey to the King Day 61


ironing.
listen to cartoons.
cutting paper.
do i go this way or that way,
it's my own goofy pattern,
ya think i'd kNoW.
cutting fabric & fusible webbing,
here goes
nOtHiNg.
listen to documentary
on norman rockwell.
the man sTaGeD his paintings,
even had a photographer take photos.
staged imagination.
unlike my messy
guessy
cut 'n paste...
where the heck does tHaT piece go...

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Journey to the King Day 60


a small
simple
practice patch.
colors on muslin.
iron.
cover with paper.
too hot?
timing?
oh, beautiful colors
set.
double-sided fusing.
peel...stick...
peel...stick...
iron.
say! not bad.
then, Bright Idea to
change
thread and bobbin.
double check the bobbin.
i
KNOW
it goes this way.
evidently not.
manual--where's the manual?
cleaned the room, some,
no manual.
ok,
when all else fails, do the
etisoppo
of what you
KNOW.
oh for...
it works.
it works!
try this--crunch--oops--
time for new needle...
screw won't budge...
oh, is that what the
"key"
is for?
Thanks Be To God!!
look at the room--
fabric, paper...everywhere,
but,
it works.
except, now,
my neck/spine hurts
and, in this glorious mess i must

stop.

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